I went shopping with my mom and Lianne for our assembly clothes last night.  My mom is keep on picking size 16 clothes for me.. and “I said I don’t like that.  It’s too big!” lol She have this mocking face indirectly telling me that I’m fat and I’m dreaming to wear smaller size. It doesn’t hurt me (when I was hurt when it comes to my weight anyway?) cause I’m used to that kind of look.

So what I did, I got everything I need.. one size smaller on what she wants for me.  And she was surprised that when we got home.. everything fits! hehhehe I don’t need appetite suppressant anymore cause my hard work of avoiding pigging out and work out is starting to pay off! Yebaaah!

That’s the reason why I’m in ecstasy! Another story about the MDMA aka ecstasy research that I did. lol